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Go! I’m already dead

The only invisible peoples are all those not servicing your fictions.

Trump’s demanding full payback for all the money pumped into Ukraine, but none of his supporters ask the same for Israel. Letting any bully have all their wishes come true be they the kid Bogarting the swing-sets, or Russia or Israel or the USA, is not how peace is ever achieved, but it does look and sound to be what right-wingers mean whenever referencing free market economics.

If you cannot or will not help people, fine, you’re a dick and a pussy. But what stops you from simply though mindfully not creating new problems for them, or adding to the ones they actually take responsibility for regardless? Making excuses for ego goes against everything productive or meaningful. You and your heroes and icons, institutions and establishmentarian-anythings no matter who they may be are every part and parcel as ignorant as their enablers. There is NOTHING to support in this world but insuring the most protected are as susceptible to their own aftereffects. I’ve been in way, way too many fistfights for qualification as hippy. I insist all life be prolonged for as long as humanly possible, and that this is the one obligation of all persons; but this administration thrives on the suffering of as many as inhumanly possible. We are at odds. Problems persist and grow only because everyone justifies masters and servants. Everyone but the suicides. By my vote, the only people to earn pardons.

Friendships are for the fuck-offs, I don’t care about my esteem or that of anybody else, because EVERYTHING is more important. I refuse to confine myself to any group where I have the upper hand, as that is a starting point for personality cults even if no cult member ever sees themselves that way. If I would ever approach what my family tree thinks of me, they should one and all look over their shoulders for the rest of their fucking lives. Kid gloves demanded by adults everywhere, not just the comic book fans insisting their misplaced passions ain’t for kids anymore. Accept me or else cries every conservative, every purported liberal, every partisan and fundamentalist zealot and brand loyalist in unison. Everyone abandons the world, hiding and running from conflicts in favor of their own role-playing games, but I will see it to the end. I do not want what anyone wants.

Because, I cannot for the life of me comprehend the logic to only seeing what one wants, where I’ve never seen any person, place or thing of the world I wanted anything to do with. I don’t want or need buffers and never have. Ego-death means seeing insignificance of all things for what they are, not allowing it all to pass in lieu of salvation.